What I want....
Current mood:introspective
I've been thinking alot about motivation and realization lately...
I don't want to be an angry, prideful or negative person.
I do want to be inspired, loved and actually have some close relationships...
So i've been making small changes to become the person i want to be- I've started working out to burn negative energy away, sleep better and think more clearly. I've decieded to live like i care, whether its work or school or just chilling at home. Screw the lists, im not going to "get into the habit" of a happy existence...
And then in one of my classes we had a guest speaker who brought up this term: Songha
Songha (friendship)- A spirited group of people - supporting change -Accepting of changing roles - Will challenge and encourage each other.
I'm terrible at connecting with people but honestly this is a big part of what i want. I can count on one hand the people who have entered my life with this kind of friendship. I want to try to develop more postive relationships in the future. I think this is probably why i got along with guys more because they are alot less judgemental than girls- but then again they aren't actually listening most of the time anyways lol:)
Idk, but i've got to move forward and i feel like everything i've been doing is getting me nowhere- im tired of making the motions, i want to live!
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