Thursday, December 31, 2009

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

[In]dependance
Im just so tired of relying on other people. If I go to school permanently half-time then i could probably work full-time and live on my own. But then again, i need a car of my own. and i can't pay car payments and live on my own, and i know no one that i would be able to live with to split rent and all.... And, my job isn't that secure or that great... And, my life seems to fall apart every single time i win a little independance anyways...

Besides, i keep having to remind myself some people rely on me, and its in their best interest to be in a secure sort of environment. But i still feel so icky and dependant, I hate, hate, hate not being able to take care of myself!!

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