Friday, November 11, 2005

Talked with dad, kinda...
Current mood: exhausted
So, today I got off of work and my Dad was just sorta rambling on about how no one ever listens to him and why should they because he hasn't done anything with his life etc. I don't have a whole lot to say because I know if I say anything he's going to be defensive, doesn't matter if I say "you know, you're absolutly right" he'd be mad. Then we get home and he says "so what? are you and Jason going to carry on this thing until I get tired of yelling about it" then he adds in I should have set my foot down the very first time Jason ever called me. And I told him "you're right, you should have" of course he was shocked because he thinks my entire purpose in life is to defend jason now. So I elaborated, if you'd made it clear exactly what you're problem was BEFORE you decided to hate him this could have been solved a whole lot sooner. Now, truthfully, I don't really know if it would have or not because Jason has changed alot additude-wise recently, I'm not taking from it at all either. I really love the "new" Jason as much and even deeper and stronger than the "old" Jason. Some of it is just maturing thought wise to fact that different parents raise thier children differently but a ton of it is because is saved now. I'll finish this later. Dad is still grumpy but this IS progress!!