Saturday, October 22, 2005

Moody
Current mood: sore
Category: Writing and Poetry

Hey, if you stumbled on this and don't know me don't think I'm suicidal or anything, I just write better when I'm down. It helps me cope. Oh yeah, if you think it sucks, bite me... It'll never get published anyway. So here I'm going to post these also, this isn't poetry, it's song lyrics, I just lack the musical talent: ~Untitled~ 5/29/05 I'm never too hurt to cry...your staring and asking why? Because something's wrong here, in the effort to stop the tears this anger's all I got as it fades to broken apathy, close friend to irony, like a vine set to choke and kill me. Turn back the clock, make it stop, save me, turn it back, don't give me slack, I'll abuse it - easy to do. All this emotion seems wasted on you. Call to me, come closer when I push away. This must end - It's judgement day, the most guilty of the innocent is the one that refuses to bleed. Make me feel the pain, make it real. Alone, lying awake I never heal. I'm reckless and timid, no longer livid. You have so much to bear you can't see how much I care; It's betrayed under fears, can't stop the tears. "The jaded innocent stumbles out, scarred but alive, heart beating finally feeling, discovering the beauty again."

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hey! we decided to make a post at the same time. your poem/writing was interesting, very thoughtful... i like the ending the best, very nice, too bad the whole thing is set in a bad tone, you know i wish so much better for you, but it's still very good, although im not the best poem interpreter at the same time... but cheer up, cause better days are coming our way.

yours always, Jason